Beyond my egoic plans...

Last night I visited a new space in dreamtime...

I'm supposed to be here and it seems to be the office and home of an important guide or therapist of sorts... It seems I am planning to do several sessions here and the last one would be with the main male guide who lives here... I am planning on meeting some others and doing sessions with them as me as the guide... before going in... since I am was early... I work on fixing some signage near the entry door and shift a number "1" by bending it over so it is no longer visible... the number before I changed things was 1000 or 10.00... so not sure exactly why I changed it... I enter and there is a lot of stuff around as if things are being shifted and moved around... I sort through things and find some clothes of a woman I knew on the floor and place them in a bag as if to wash later...

Then the woman enters and we talk a bit... I think she is related in some way also to the main male guide or owner... perhaps his mate... and she knows me... she asks me: "is there was an issue with 'self- inherent'?... and I answer, "yes"... although not sure exactly what she means except I think it has to do with self-worth or esteem issues. 

As we are now seated and talking, I notice an old tub with a pump of sorts in it and ask her if "the jacuzzi works"... she says, "no" and then I notice it is not hooked up and simply looks like an antique tub with four 'feet'... It becomes apparent that the main guide is listening to all we had said and I figure he must have a special system and is monitoring everything that is going on from a different level...

Now the main guide fellow is standing in the doorway and the woman is beside him... he talks and there are now 6-8 people around a table dressed in robes having some breakfast danish... He asks them to introduce themselves... it seems that they are a equally mixed group of good looking males and females, who I may know but do not recognize... I am still separate from them and the 'male guide' notes that I have gone back to sleep... and so I open my eyes and say, "no, I am awake" and then I make close eye contact with several of the people at the table as I go to get something to put on from my bag of clothes since I realize I am only wearing underpants... I pick out a sleeveless green shirt and slip it on over my head...

Notes: it seems some important transition dynamics are occurring... as I am open to the present moment... I did become aware that I was doing my best to plan and sort and then different things happened anyway... kind of like life were we think we know what is going to happen and then, 'voila,' something else occurs!

 

... the issue of "self-inherent" may point more to the inherent nature of "self" rather than a negative interpretation about negative self talk which is my overlay some of the time... As I look for some relaxation and peace in something antique I discover it is no longer useful... and of course there IS a new awakening in the dream that takes the inner guide to point out that I appear to be going back to sleep... the group is a new group in their robes as if just waking up as well... we are being introduced... Although, this journey was ended by some external noise calling me back to my waking body, I must assume there is always more and there are good messages in this much of the night travels... the "inherent" Self is orchestrating some new groups activities... and I will be attentive to what they may be... for now, waking up again seems the most important...

 

.... and I'm sure there is more.... You thoughts and comments are invited... do you get any other 'hits' from this dreamtime journey??

Update NOTE: To see an example of exploring dream meanings using projections, associations, and dream rewrite with this particular dream, visit: http://dreamhutch.blogspot.com/2012/12/example-of-exploring-dream-meanings.html ...

 

John Hutchinson

john@sunhutch.com - Dec 22, 2012

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